I'm still here...if anyone remembers this post from last month...we are still living in the same place, budgeted to the last penny and I am saving everything I can to pay for internet as my only expense. It sucks, it's hard and we are getting no help from anyone.

My dad can't help us because he is retired and doesn't have much money...and Dave's mom won't help us because he told her he quit instead of being let go. I understand why he did it, no one wants to say they were fired, but it's only made her mad at him thinking he's irresponsible and all that. *SIGH* If he had told her the truth she might be more sympathetic to our situation but instead she just blames him for it.

And on top of it all, I am still going forward with my wedding...it's included in my budget...once my dress is paid for I will have more money to work with. I know it sounds stupid to do this but...I already had deposits down...I would lose a chunk of money if I didn't.

This is my life atm, if Dave could only get a job...ANY JOB...we would be fine...maybe even happy again...I miss being happy =(.

I am finally back online!
Not that many of you would have noticed but I have been sick with Norwalk virus for almost a week now and haven't checked my friend's page. So I'm sorry if I've missed any big events or sad times in your lives. If anything interesting happened in real life or in fandom, let me know. =)

I saw this on stir_of_echoes  journal and needed to share it...

Well fuck you too my friend!!!

I get woken up at freakin' 9am on my day off by my manager who is one of my best friends texting/bitching at me that I didn't clean up enough when I left on Saturday night. I know I did clean some of the stuff she said I didn't and I told her so and she was like I wasn't looking for excuses I was just letting you know. This just enraged me so I stopped texting her back because I was going to say something bitchy. It's not that I can't be wrong, it just irritated me so much for her to say I was giving her excuses. We share the space with a photo studio and we are closed on Sunday and they aren't...it's highly possible our front area was messed up by their clients with kids yesterday. *RAGE*

I still haven't started my big bang story!!! WTF is wrong with me?!!!
I think I'm just freaking myself out with it and I just need to focus and write the story I originally wanted to.

OMFG!!!
I hate the company I work for! It is an insane snowstorm outside but I'm not fucking allowed to leave because we have to stay open for the NO ONE who is coming in here! Pricks.
And the person who could let us close isn't returning my calls.

*gif from vt_graphics  as usual. =)