smeared_kohl: (alec)
( May. 30th, 2011 01:18 pm)
I'm still here...if anyone remembers this post from last month...we are still living in the same place, budgeted to the last penny and I am saving everything I can to pay for internet as my only expense. It sucks, it's hard and we are getting no help from anyone.

My dad can't help us because he is retired and doesn't have much money...and Dave's mom won't help us because he told her he quit instead of being let go. I understand why he did it, no one wants to say they were fired, but it's only made her mad at him thinking he's irresponsible and all that. *SIGH* If he had told her the truth she might be more sympathetic to our situation but instead she just blames him for it.

And on top of it all, I am still going forward with my's included in my budget...once my dress is paid for I will have more money to work with. I know it sounds stupid to do this but...I already had deposits down...I would lose a chunk of money if I didn't.

This is my life atm, if Dave could only get a job...ANY JOB...we would be fine...maybe even happy again...I miss being happy =(.

smeared_kohl: (hugs)
( Apr. 27th, 2011 10:37 pm)
Fate looked down at the girl and smirked as she cried. "So you think your life is shit? Just wait I can make it so much worse..."

Real life stuff, panicked and depressed babbling, feeling really sorry for myself, go ahead and skip it, I would if I could. )
smeared_kohl: (cute anmie boys)
( Apr. 24th, 2011 10:32 pm)
I am finally back online!
Not that many of you would have noticed but I have been sick with Norwalk virus for almost a week now and haven't checked my friend's page. So I'm sorry if I've missed any big events or sad times in your lives. If anything interesting happened in real life or in fandom, let me know. =)
smeared_kohl: (hugs)
( Apr. 11th, 2011 08:14 am)
Well that's the way it goes I guess...My big bang is a big flop.
I've had too much happen in my personal life to be able to write it. My beloved cat of 19 years passed away, I've been very sick, my fiance has been very sick, he lost his job and on top of all of that my wedding is in October and I'm trying to plan it on just my salary.
Basically my life is crap right now and I can't focus worth a damn. I'm hoping I can finish it and post it sometime at the end of summer.
smeared_kohl: (alec)
( Apr. 5th, 2011 10:20 pm)
I saw this on [ profile] stir_of_echoes  journal and needed to share it...

smeared_kohl: (smug face)
( Mar. 6th, 2011 01:38 am)
Someone from Lawrence, Kansas tried to hack my Facebook...Sammy Winchester was that you? =P
smeared_kohl: (hugs)
( Mar. 4th, 2011 07:34 pm)
Good-bye Foxycat you were the best friend I could have ever asked for.
You were an amazing girl that was loved by everyone and you will never be forgotten.

You were my girl and I will never have another like you, I love you.
smeared_kohl: (hugs)
( Feb. 28th, 2011 02:49 pm)
My cat Fox has been very sick the last couple of weeks, so we took her to the vet today and she has advanced kidney disease. This was not a huge surprise since she is 18 yrs old but she won't be getting better, only worse...and all we can do is make her as comfortable as possible for now. The vet did not feel it was time to say good bye to her today, but when the time comes I will let her go and give her peace. It kills me to even think of one day without my girl, but I won't let her suffer.

<3 )
smeared_kohl: (whoa)
( Feb. 21st, 2011 09:51 am)
Well fuck you too my friend!!!

I get woken up at freakin' 9am on my day off by my manager who is one of my best friends texting/bitching at me that I didn't clean up enough when I left on Saturday night. I know I did clean some of the stuff she said I didn't and I told her so and she was like I wasn't looking for excuses I was just letting you know. This just enraged me so I stopped texting her back because I was going to say something bitchy. It's not that I can't be wrong, it just irritated me so much for her to say I was giving her excuses. We share the space with a photo studio and we are closed on Sunday and they aren''s highly possible our front area was messed up by their clients with kids yesterday. *RAGE*
smeared_kohl: (hugs)


( Feb. 15th, 2011 12:17 pm)
It was 4 years ago today that I had to say good bye to my mom.

Four years seems like nothing, and it hurts just as much now as it did then.

I bought my wedding dress yesterday and it still kills me that she will never see my wedding or her grandchildren that she always promised that she would wind up on sugar and send them home to me.
It's wrong that she did not get to enjoy the rest of her life, because god did she ever enjoy her life.

Everyone who knew her misses her deeply.

My mom was 57 years old, she deserved a longer life.

I love you mom.

smeared_kohl: (whoa)
( Feb. 11th, 2011 11:08 am)
I still haven't started my big bang story!!! WTF is wrong with me?!!!
I think I'm just freaking myself out with it and I just need to focus and write the story I originally wanted to.
smeared_kohl: (whoa)
( Jan. 12th, 2011 06:12 pm)
I hate the company I work for! It is an insane snowstorm outside but I'm not fucking allowed to leave because we have to stay open for the NO ONE who is coming in here! Pricks.
And the person who could let us close isn't returning my calls.
smeared_kohl: (hugs)
( Jan. 10th, 2011 02:13 am)
I know it's stupid but it always hurts when I get cut from someone's f-list, because I'm obviously that forgettable to them.
smeared_kohl: (totally means i love u)
( Jan. 1st, 2011 01:09 pm)

My resolution for this year is to stop being so damn LAZY all the time!
Of course this isn't going to start until tomorrow because...seriously it's New Year's day...I'm wiped out!


*gif from [ profile] vt_graphics  as usual. =)
smeared_kohl: (cute anmie boys)
( Dec. 24th, 2010 10:10 pm)


Enjoy some Garfield Christmas & The Muppets!


smeared_kohl: (blue fire)
( Dec. 4th, 2010 04:57 pm)
Change your facebook profile picture to a cartoon character from your childhood and invite your friends to do the same until Monday, December 6, 2010. There should be no human faces on facebook, but ONLY aninvasion of memories. This is for a campaign against violence on children

smeared_kohl: (ewan)
( Dec. 1st, 2010 03:03 am)
Feeling my epic Frank Iero crush coming back...


*grabby hands*
smeared_kohl: (alec)
( Nov. 14th, 2010 01:03 pm)

(by [ profile] vt_graphics  )


I have not removed anyone already on my list, but anyone new, please comment to be added.
I will be adding back for the time being as long as your journal isn't a sock.
smeared_kohl: (smug face)
( Nov. 6th, 2010 12:13 am)
I don't do this often, but you guys should definitely read this fic, Criminal Intentions by [ profile] fftf , it is their rpf big bang. I could not stop reading it once I started.

Summary: A body is found in small-town Texas.

One murdered girl and no solid suspects’ leads local sheriff Jeffrey Dean Morgan to Jared - son of respected ex-sheriff, Gerald Padalecki, and soon-to-be newlywed. With nothing but shared history and circumstantial evidence to link him to the case, Jared’s name is cleared, but there is more than one life destroyed that night and harsh truths are brought to light which threaten everything Jared thought he could count on.

Four years later Jared Padalecki returns to his hometown, and his old life – including his best friend and ex-fiancé Jensen – as a successful Agent of the Federal Bureau of Investigation. Jared has received information which endangers Jensen and everything Jared still holds dear, but his investigation provides him with more than he bargained for, including worrying insights into the crime that destroyed his life.

Is Genevieve Cortese’s killer back and gunning for Jensen? Or is there more to the case than meets the eye?

Word count: 69,350

Criminal Intentions


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